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Favorite moviesAny MCU movies, Star Wars, Black Hawk Down.Favorite TV showsThe Walking dead, The Pacific, Scorpion, Psych, Red vs Blue, RWBY, 12 Monkeys.Favorite bands / musical artistsRise Against, Volbeat, Shinedown, Disturbed, Dropkick Murphy's, Muse, Gorillaz, The Doors, Jimi Hendrix.Favorite booksI don't read really...Favorite gamesFallout 4, Half-life series, Overwatch, Planetside 2. Favorite gaming platformPC master race!Tools of the TradeWhat, you think I have talent?Other InterestsMilitary, History, Fire arms, Airsoft, 3D modeling.
Yet another year where I watch all the happy couples around me enjoy the day meant to celebrate love and relationships. And yet another year of me sitting alone, with half a dozen people on my mind. However I'm not on anyone else's mind. I'm not hated, at least not by everyone. But im certainly not loved. No one thinks of me and wants to have a relationship. I just EXIST and nothing more. When I see relationships that have lasted years and the people in them celebrating Valentine's day but realize I haven't had a relationship last past a week and a half, it hurts. It hurts really bad. The only people I've ever attracted are the desperate (more so than I) and the down right crazy. I have one girl in particular in mind but I'm barely even a friend to her. She's with someone else. Someone better probably. Someone exciting and interesting. The exact opposite of me. When you're 19 and a virgin and you see 16 year olds all around who aren't, it's not hard to feel like you are sub-par. I HATE valentine's day. I hate it because it emphasizes happy people with their happy little relationships. And then there's me. Sitting behind a computer wondering what the fuck is so wrong with me that I don't interest anyone. Perhaps it's because there's nothing I'm particularly good at. I'm mediocre with everything I do. Sports, gaming, school, art, EVERYTHING. Seems like the only guys who are of any interest to girls are ones who are talented. I can understand why. No one wants mediocre. The point is, this time of year really gets me down. Trust me, i know how dumb that must be, but it's the truth. So to the girl who's been on my mind for so long, You already know my feelings. They are no surprise to you. And you most likely will not ever see this though I wish you did.... You know. I don't even know what to say. We've talked so much there isnt much left TO say. It hurts never being able to have you. To not be on your level. Knowing that while I sit here thinking about you, you are with some other guy so much better than myself. I am nothing special to you or anyone. Just another Valentine's day.